A wise man once told me that “You, like most, will never be at the top of anything.” At first, I had the generic reaction of anger to that statement, but as i thought about his words…. he was right. The top requires a lot, a lot of pain, a lot of boredom, a lot of late nights doing things that are not fun… i dont know if I have it in me for the top. I want to say that I do, but honestly, the honesty is painful.